I Don't Understand Why
This life I live is just a joke and we both know it so
Why do I still try to live if it's for nothing and
All I'll get in the end is the pain of being all alone
And time and time again
I'll be hurt by the people who should have loved me
And pain after pain
I'll lose hope and die a little more inside
And I don't understand why
I should still bleed in the night
All alone, with my heart crying
All alone, with my head spinning
And all my thoughts so dark, I'm afraid to talk
And all my thoughts so dark, I'm afraid to talk
The air I breathe is killing me little by little
And the seconds that passes reminds me I'm dying
And the only time I feel alive, is when I'm sleeping
So why should I keep living a dead man's life
When all I want to do is close my eyes
Each minute that passes makes me realize I'm nothing
Each minute that passes makes me realize life is stupid
I just wanted to feel alive, but all I feel is cold inside
And my heart keeps beating
And it keeps hurting
And it keeps bleeding
And I don't understand why
I should still bleed in the night
All alone, with my heart crying
All alone, with my head spinning
And all my thoughts so dark, I'm afraid to talk
And all my thoughts so dark, I'm afraid to talk
And I could go on and on for hours
But it won't help me find my place
I just wanted a little hope
I just wanted to feel alive
I can enjoy myself many times in this life
But in the end, I'll still be feeling empty
And in the end, I'll still be feeling shitty
With my heart still beating
Still hurting
Still bleeding
And I don't understand why
I should still bleed in the night
All alone, with my heart crying
All alone, with my head spinning
And all my thoughts so dark, I'm afraid to talk
And all my thoughts so dark, I'm afraid to talk
